i promise i've been lurking about (as any of you who have been talking to me will know), just crazy schedule with work. i absolutely love my new job to the point i forget i'm being paid sometimes, but the hours can be tiring. especially for an insomniac night owl such as myself. finally got a day where i can do what i need to, but tomorrow afternoon i'm leaving for a short vacay, so gotta squeeze in all my tasks for my personal life today. please send your psychic healing towards my cat sammy, he's very sick, lethargic, and hasn't eaten in a couple days now, and the vets aren't sure what's wrong with him- the last 4 cats i've seen like him have died, and he is my baby. i love him soooo much. have had to put my modeling on hold for now, as i've gotta set out on my own in life. still doing art, working on one piece in particular that i can't wait to share with you all, it's been a whlie since i've used colored pencils but i'm loving how art is like riding a bike almost for me....(except better because i take long breaks between creative bouts, and when i finally return to my art or a new medium i usually have improved since the last time mysteriously without practice, so that's kinda cool)

i saw this posted in a journal from so here's my 99 confessions to help update you all:

1. Last hug : this morning before my boyfriend left for work
2. Last phone call: to my mom
3. Last text message : to austin about which horror movies to watch (watched strangeland for the first time last night, and loved it!)
4. Last song you heard : Slayer- Angel of Death
... 5. Last time you cried : 2 days ago when my cat had to be rushed to the vet

HAVE YOU EVER
6. Dated someone twice : yeah
7. Been cheated on : Yeah
8. Kissed someone and regretted it : yes
9. Lost someone special : yeah
10. Been depressed :yeah
11. Pulled an all-nighter : lots

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS
12. black
13. pink
14. green

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU
15. Made a new friend : yes
16. Fallen out of love : no
17. Laughed until you cried : yes
18. Met someone who changed you : no
19. Found out who your true friends were : yeah
20. Found out someone was talking about you : yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friends list on Facebook : i don't have a facebook

YOUR LIFE
22. How many people on your friend list on Facebook do you actually know: seriously some of us don't have a facebook... -.-
23. How many kids do you want : 0 human, lots of rescued pets tho!
24. Do you have any pets : 3 cats, 3 dogs, 2 birds, a guinea pig, a bearded dragon, a fish, a chinchilla, and a tarantula. all of which were rescues
25. Do you want to change your name : not really
26. What did you do for your last birthday : idr
27. What time did you wake up today : 8:41 am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night : Watching strangeland with mike and austin
29. Name something you cannot wait for : mayhem fest this year, and therefore finally seeing slayer for the first time!
30. Last time you saw your mother : last night
31. What's one thing you would change about your life : my wealth so i could fix my familys financial issues and do good things for mother earth and our animal friends.
32. What are you listening to right now : the white noise of my hepa filter
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : Yeah
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now : nobody i can think of for once actually
35. Most visited web page : deviantart or theanimalrescuesite.com
36. What's your real name : Ariel
37. What's your nickname : Arie, or frigid bitch
38. Relationship status : in love with a man, looking for a woman to also share love with.
39. Favorite animal : i honestly don't think i could pick a fav.
40. Male or female: Female
44. Write whatever you want here : whatever you want here
45. Long or short hair:  long
46. Height: tall enough to runway model
47. Do you have a crush on someone : kind of but she can't know.
48. What do you like about yourself : how i am myself plain and simple take it or leave it love me or hate me and i don't give a fuck!
49. Piercings : 2g earlobes, with 3 following in each ear, 2 cartilege starting my dino spike, nostril, monroe, nipples, belly button, and christina.
50. Tattoos : wrist piece and a bashful
51. Righty or lefty : right

FIRSTS
53. First piercing : ears
54. First best friend : sarah
55. First sport you joined : basketball
56. First vacation: i honestly couldn't tell you, my parents traveled with me a ton while i was little.

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating : nothing yet
60. Drinking : nothing yet
61. I'm about to : finish this journal entry and start my day
62. Listening to : this was already asked....
63. Waiting for: sunday night when i get to have a date with my boyfriend of 5 years to see dark shadows at a drive-in!

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids : hell no.
65. Get married : Yes
66. Career : probably what i'm doing now with hopefully a bit more art and alot more modeling

WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes : i'm torn between the 2. lips can be sensual as hell, but eyes are the windows to the soul.
68. Hugs or kisses : Both please
69. Shorter or taller : Taller guys, same height or shorter girls.
70. Older or younger : age is but a number
71. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantically spontaneous
73. Sensitive or loud : depends what we're talking
74. Hook up or relationship : Relationship

HAVE YOU EVER
76. Kissed a stranger : yeah
77. Stole for someone : no
78. Lost glasses/contacts : yes
79. Hurt yourself : yeah
80. Broken someone's heart : yeah
82. Been arrested : no
83. Turned someone down : yes
84. Cried when someone died : yes
85. Fallen for a friend : yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. Yourself : yes
87. Miracles : kind of
88. Love at first sight : kind of
89. Heaven : kind of
90. Santa Claus : no
91. Kiss on the first date : yes
92. Angels : yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
94. Had more than one boy/girlfriend at a time : i guess yeah cause i've had a boyfriend and a girlfriend at the same time, but they were both fully aware of each other.
95. Did you sing today : no
96. First person in your contacts : someone with an 'A' name
97. If you could go back in time , how far would you go?: hmmmm good question
98. The moment you would choose : probably some sort of time spent either in alaska or with my deceased family.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love : No, I already have

We're done. Woo! POST IT!


ttys everyone!